November 3, 2008

heartbroken...

i always thought that i can give her the best.. but after so many years together i know she no longer need me now le.. she have learnt to lead a life without me.. it's really time that i let her go even if i got so much of unwillingness... so much of feelings left for her... so much of wanting her to be my side..

Thinking back, i really dunno wat i have done for her... how often i have her happy.. it's just like she is actually suffering more than she is being happy... i dun seem to have done enough for her..
i am just not gd enough for her...

All the years of love suddenly need to change to friendship.. i dunno how to accept it yet... i know i still love her alot.. i still care for her alot.. i shld stay by her side.. to be there for her when she needs me.. but how am i suppose to face her? it just need alot of time for me to heal... wat shld i do?

Promises are meant to be kept and fulfill... i tot i can keep my promise that i will love her forever but i guess i wun have the chance anymore...

i love you too much to make you stay... baby fly away...

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