August 4, 2008

I am diggin my own grave..

when two person get together, learn to compromise is somethin tat is unavoidable.. no matter if it is accepting who the person is or even change for each other's sake.. it's still somethin tat one shld do.. there's no leopard that cant change its spots lor.. it's just whether u are willing anot.. i am really trying my very best to accept the way u are and even change for the better for ur sake.. but y cant u do the same for me? y must u think tat leopard cant change its spots, so u cant also..

haiz.. i know i am in no position to decide who she wan to go out with.. but she really make me so worried just now.. msg and call her many times yet she nv reply.. turns out she go watch movie which shld be consider scary movie tat she usually dun watch, and sit on the front row seats which she usually dun like.. haiz.. of cos i will be so angry with her.. i am thinkin whether she care abt my feelings tis way..

i shld give her more time to think.. yup.. she says i am always around giving her no time to think abt it..but this is somethin i also dun wan one..i am really scare next time wun hav so much time to be by her side le.. haiz.. i am really in a dilemma.. so is it tat i shld stay close by her side to let her know i am there waitng for her, or shld i stay away from her so tat she can feel the importance of my presence?

i shouted at her.. it really break my heart.. i dun mean it.. sorry..

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