Just as you have said..

time passed.. though memories still remember no matter how vague it is.. but I have learnt to let go since then.. After struggling for so long after that time, I realize how things are.. I nv blame you and dun push all the guilt to you.. What happen had happened.. and I am in wrong too.. I am just not gd enough to you.. I tot i can be a better person now but guess i am reverting back to my old self.. The way i look into relationships isnt the way I used to be... Maybe this had been wat you are going thr at that time.. after all they say girls mature earlier than guys...

Now just hope that you are happy with him.. and for me. just hope that mine will turn out good too.. I still have a long way to go.. but you are different.. if he is the one, dun make the mistake of behaving like a girl le k? girls' emotioanal feelings are hard to control.. guess you are having problems with him too.. but nvm.. trust yourself and him.. once this phrase of life is over, you can be with him happily le.. think you know wat i meant..

all the best to you.. and jiayou!! =)