Sadness..

my 1st sem results are out today... it's only just pass midnight not long ago but alot ppl already asking abt results.. ya... just as i expected...it is really very bad... i am really disappointed.. the feelings that i dun wish to feel just suddenly come back to me... chest tight.. breathing difficulty... unbearable sadness... pain... worries... arhhhhhh........

But i can only blame myself... haiz

All the best

to your results...

A day to remember....

Today will have been a double occassion if everything have been the same... We, Chinese celebrate our important day known as "dong zhi" which means that a day for our loved ones to get together and enjoy each other company... we should gather around and have "tang yuan"... It is a tradition that we should eat the no of "tang yuan" according to our age... i guess it is really meaningful ba...

It is also the day that i will have celebrate my "dong zhi" with the one i love other than my family. It's just coincident that today marks our 4th anniversary if eveything had been the same. Actually.. i should say that it is not just 4 years of love... It should have been more if things did not turn out unexpectedlyduring that time... But it really doesnt matter anymore... Sometimes, thing just can happen again... I can only blame myself for it... haiz... Other than the few years of relationship together, i guess what it really matter to me is the close to 9 years of friendship ba...

I see you are happy le...

Guess it had been a while since you read my blog le... it was supposely meant for you.. and we suppose to have one together.. but i dun think it matters anymore...

I believe you must have been enjoying yourself lately... good for you.. we been together so long and i guess its really now that u seem to have enjoy and live ur day to the fullest ba... i hope you have find wat you are looking for... and i hope he treats you well...

hmm.. actually no point saying so much.. no one will know wat i write on this blog... it's just for myself ba i guess.. but by writing here at least it make me feel slightly better.. haiz...

good nitez..

也许时间是一种考验...

习惯就好了...

S.O.S

I am really sick of it...

WAT SHOULD I DO???

Haiz...

i hate myself....

我好想念你

我没有放弃 也不会离你而去 哪怕要分开 我依然等你
我全心全意 等你的消息 终会有一天 你会相信我

我爱你

一场雨 想念你 在我的 心中都不可比拟
你走后 什么都 已经消失在风雨里

一场雨 想念你 我爱你 我爱你 ……