because i am a girl - K.I.S.S.

F1 race is over... vroonzzzzzz..... bye bye!!! congra to Alonso for winning it....

Start of sch again after recess wk... Sianzzz.. haiz... wan to rest more but cant lor.. hav to start worrying abt homework, tests and exams again.... eeerrrr.. dread it!

hmm.. like this mtv very much... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upMNeA0hcQc

Army days

Shi Yuan tat asshole.. block half of my handsome face.. luckily got the other tat can see the whole me.. hiak... photographer is Jackson's gf lor.. never get to post her pic.. haha.. too bad...

Bon voyage to you...

Meet my army frens at Raffles City's Ding Tai Feng today... it will be the farewell dinner for Junkai who will be going overseas to study..

Those who are presented are platoon 9 Hengq, Wilson, Joel, Kwan Siong and me... platoon 11 Gabriel, Junkai, Yanhong, Shi yuan and Jackson... and of cos dun forget Jackson's gf... erm.. forget her name liao.. haha

Actually the food at Ding Tai Feng is not very nice lor.. and quite expensive sia.. dun really like.. think the best is still the xiao long bao lor.. i order pork rib fried rice...a bit salty.. sian... Spend $202.30 altogether... can use the number buy 4D win le dinner dun need money.. haha..

Today my block's electricity is cut off.. wah.. dun have electricity is kind of jialat sia... can only study at home.. sian... hate schooling now...

hmm..got back my thing le.. so happy... hiak...

A long way ahead....

i wun let it remain half half lor.... at least half full shld be accomplished within half a year.... jia you....

To you...

Happy anniversary to the one i love.... Love ya always...

Sick

cough cough and cough... cough till like goin to have sore throat le.. sian..

Typical me..

Start of recess week le..

hope i can hav more rest...
hope i can go out with you...
hope i can enjoy...

Just my wishful thoughts...

lonely....

I just need more attention.. tat's all..

Sighz....

*sighz*

Mid autumn festival

How much do you miss the one you love..........

How much you longed to see the one you miss........

Today will be the day for your reunion.... to be with him or her...

miss the times we had together...

2 more day it will be mid autumn fesival day le.. a day which brings back wonderful memories for me... i will always remember the day when i celebrate with some of my sec sch frens... just by a big drain with sparklers and lanterns... enjoyin the atmosphere of the festival... having fun around.... i really miss the time i spend together with them... if i were to ask them out to celebrate the festival again, i guess sure got alot of ppl cant make it wan.. haiz.. life had change... everyone is busy now....

Thank you..

I am really glad that someone i know long ago still remember me.. it always brings some sweet old memories of mine back whenever i see someone i know long ago... hmm... So many years le.. i guess i have not change much ba... maybe just that i grow a bit thinner le ba...

I used to be quite fat last time.. Ppl will tease me and call me xiao pang... hmm.. but as i grow older, it seems that i have burned away much of my fats le.. Ppl dun tease me but instead they will look so surprised and said to me, " wah.. u really hav become thinner le... wat happened?"

Maybe time really can change someone.. change till others may not be able to recognise you... Just recently, i met this old pri sch fren of mine... she is standing right in front of me yet she dun recognise me.. but i nv called out to her cos i dunno wat to say.. imagine u call out to someone yet u dunno if he or she is really the person u know.. it will be so weird and paiseh if it turns out to be a mistake... But i am quite sure its her... guess i am just too shy ba...

i longed to see all my gd frens..i need their company by my side... they have share my happiness and sorrows with me all these while... i am really vey thankful to them all...

Thank you so much... my dearest frens....

need you...

Another tiring day in sch... haiz... hav been back to studying for abt a month le but still think i am getting nowhere... So stressed up over my studies now... just cant seem to focus well... ARHHHH.... fan si ren le....

Still having headache.... issit really cos i hav not been getting enough rest? i dunno.... feeling empty and lonely...

my personalilty test results...

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.
You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!
You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.
It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends', but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Touched by an angel...

It always make one feel better when he knows that there is someone out there who is very concern abt him... It may be a simple fren, or someone more than just a fren, or even someone that he loves... but no matter who the person is, he is really very gladful for wat the person had done for him...

I dunno wat's in ur mind... dunno how much i really meant to you.. but i know i wun get the ans that i wan... i am just waiting... waiting for something that may not happen... but it meant alot to me.... i hope to stay by ur side.. to be ur angel whom u will share ur happiness and sorrow with..

u can fly so high..keep ur gaze upon the sky...i'll be praying every step along the way.. even though it breaks my heart to know u'll be so far apart... i love you too much to make you stay.. baby fly away...

Sick boy

i am sick...quite sick to be true... a bad headache.. dry cough.. flu.. sensitive and blocked nose... and back pain.. haiz.... how i wish u are here for me.. to really take care of me...

hmm... still struggling hard in my studies.. haiz... can say i am not puttin effort ba.. really not keen in studying le...

also dunno wat is in my mind.... just trying hard to stop myself from thinking ba.... it only makes me feel worses sometimes... i dunnn wat she's thinking, wat she really meant in her blog... just dun think i shld ask her.... to make her feel sad..

work work and more work

hmm.. really dunno how to do my homework... and keep having slight headaches tis few days... yup... going slp soon.. nothin much to write cos busy with my sch work... look forward to wkend...

just dun feel well.....

Headache...nv slp well again....

i really dun wan feel tis way le... i am collapsing...